the pain is still acute. just beneath the surface.

tidying up, and throwing out, and de-cluttering, and cleaning up has helped in keeping my mind occupied though, and has been satisfying, too.
however, i realised that i am de-personalising my flat for my upcoming visitors, and that's strange in itself, even though i like this clutter-less-ness. quite freeing. but still so much work to do...

but above all, some mourning, too.